My beautiful, beautiful son, I miss you so much and my heart is broken. I am with Joy on your birthday and, of all places, Blackpool, and your life and spirit and fun shine through her and she gives me the courage to carry on with an intense desire to see how she develops and grows. I thank you and Ayesha so very much for Joy. She is a breath of fresh air, so kind and caring, so bright and creative and has an amazing zest for fun, laughter and living. She is truly a joy to behold and love and a great comfort to me. Goodnight my wonderful Son until I greet you in the morning, all my love always, Mom xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx💔